lovely and painfully 1111

 heey guuuyyss!!!! first post in 2011!!! new years new beginning!! happy new year!! kinda late -_- but anyway lets try this wonderful posting with story from my fckin' love life. yeaah as you know if you read the previous posting my love life never get so nice as hell -_- but i just try to enjoy it.

 oke gue ketemu seorang cowo *cakelah ini bahasa gue jelek amat. actually udah kenal lama sih ketemunya juga gara gara my lovely TECHNO GREEN :***** hehehehe. berawal dari gue menjual tiket ya maklum lah pas tg gue rela melakukan apa aja buat tg \m/!!. well he is a friend of my friend. hmm when first time i met him i never thought he is gonna be so important for me. temen gue sering banget yang namanya bilang udah sama dia aja sama dia aja tapi pasti gue bilang ah ogah ah ogah dan ternyata gue ngejilat ludah sendiri dan jadi deket sama dia. kinda express actually just 1 week!! can u imangine that u fallin' in to someone just one week!! geez *oke ini lebay tapi bener -.-


pas dia bilang kalo dia yaa you know wht i mean laahh. gue gak yakin parah iya laahh baru pdkt seminggu gitu malah mungkin kita langsung percaya. butt he convince be and successfully stole my heart damn hate it.
as time goes by awal awalnya seruu bangeett dan awalnya juga gue gak terlalu sayang gimana tapi lama lama yaowooh sayang beneran T.T. saat waktu 3 minggu seperti biasa 3 minggu menurut gue tuh bala bangeeettt bener pertama kalinya bener bener berantem dan ampir sutup dari situ our relationship never get smooth there's always some cek cok hhh drive me crazy meeenn. kemaren tepatnya valentine kita 1 bulan 2 minggu and i just can't stand it anymore. gue pun memutuskan untuk ke sekolahnya buat ngomong untuung teman temanku yg sangat baik pada mau nemenin. dari kemaren malemnya gue udah mikir di sekolah udah latihan buat ngomong sama dia. tapi begitu ketemu ngeeekk buyar yg di otak kaki gemeter tangan dingin. hhhh dunno what to say. sampe se jam temen temen gue nunggu gue buat ngomong tp gue malah loncat loncat kesana kemarii otak gue completely blank.  karna gue mikir kasian juga temen gue udah cape cape nemenin gue akhirnya gue bilang "sutup" yeeaahh akhirnya itu kata kata keluar juga. dia diem gue diem. terus dia ngomong apa gue lupa hahaha tapi yaa gue keluarin tuh unek unek selama ini yg namanya bales bbm 2 kata kaya pake esia dan lain lain. setelah gue lama ngebacot dan dia lama diem. untuk mempersingkat waktu akhirnya dia mutusin buat break aja seminggu. dan sangking idiotnya gue gue tuh gatau yg namanya break tuh gimana apa keep contact apa emg kaya putus pas gue tanya aan dia menjawab dgn sangat jahat "break itu artinya udahan dulu biar cowo lo bisa main cewe dan kalo udah bosen balik lagi ke lo, lo itu kaya boneka" ngeeennsssss jleb tuh kata kata kalo gue tau break kaya gitu mending gausah deeeh T.T
tapi gue juga hargain keputusan dia dan gue gak mau jadi egois jadi yaudah tahan selama seminggu galau sih tetep lanjut tp setidaknya gue udah gak nangis.

P.S: i said that want to end this because i dont want me to interrupting your day. i love you and i always do so don't ever have doubt about it. but the problem is, do you feel the same?

R!<31111

some stories from my teenager life

hey bloogggiiee long time no posting and i think this is the right time to share some stories who come from my home. i hope my parents gonna search my name on google find this blog and realize how much i hurt, look what they have done to me. that seriously not really good.

i spend a lot of time in my home honestly i'm not really feel comfertable in my own home i wonder why and may be it's because my parents behavior especially my dad. his ego is bigger than this world he always blame someone else for his own false. of course is affect me and my sister. first may be just me who feel like this but soon my sister will feel the same. all i want in my head right now is jus RUN AWAY it heard too much but just that i thought for now. i just want that my parents respect my decision i'm not their doll. i know i'm their child but it doesn't mean they can control my own life without caring what i think what i feel. it feel unfair. especially for this life. what they do right now just ruin my joy. i'm very fuckin' jealous with my friends, i'm just regular teenager. this time is the biggest time of my whole life. in this time i will built my character and go figure who i am. all i want is just support from my parents just it, is that too much?.

i wanna share some story with my mom  like my friends do, they can share all they think. they can talk about boys,friends,teachers,school and all the girl stuff. but i just can't do it. i can't just open my heart my mind to tell those things to my mom. i love her so much but she never can understand me. all i do is always wrong. i'll try my best to get high score but if i can get 85 she still fell it so low. i don't know what am i supposed to do. should i meet psychiatrist? or run away to the National commission child?

all i wanna say right now is i love my parents so much. i need a little respect from them. just respect all i do to them. i'll try my best to be good girl. so please try your best to be a perfect parents to me. :')  

malam sepi

hello folks!!!!
first at all title postingnya ko sedikit menijikan ya wkwk tapi  gak ada inspirasi sih tapi selow B)

heeeyyy hmm gak tau sih sebernernya mau ngomong apa cuman lagi bosen aja otak butek nih belajar terus mumpung lagi inget sama blog ku tersayang :*
eh masa masa yaaa gue jadi jarang looh dengerin lagu metal abis cape juga menyandang predikat menjadi anak metal \m/ tapi di hina juga gara gara sukanya metal gaul wkwk. sekarang lagi suka sama musik yang kaya danger radio love their music so much ♥. musik nya enak denger banget nge jazz nge jazz gidu *apalah gue hahahaha.

pengen dah kali kali nge posting yang panjang gitu kaya blog blog orang dengan isis yang lebih bermutu biar berguna juga ini blog biar gak sepi sepi amat gituuu tapi ya sehubung gue juga anknya gak kreatif jadi ya susah juga ini blog mah udah kaya diary aja abis lebih enak cerita di blog sih dari pada nulis di buku yang ucul ucul gitchuu wkwkwk.

oke sekian untuk malam ini walau pun sama seperti malam malam yang lalu sepi gak punya pacar dan akhirnya galau hahaha
byeeeeeeeeeeee blooogiiieeeeeeee smooocccchh unyyyyuuuuu :*

senior high!

hiiii bloogiiieeee long time no posting ahahaha. heeey fyi i'm a shs student now *prok prok prok. well, gue sekolah di 99shs emang gak sesuai keinginan tapi yaa... nikmatin aja iya gaak not bad jg ko sekolahnya actually malah enak gue berhasil bikin orang iri sama sekolah gue :p.

sekarang udah sma berarti udah gede and must be more mature hahahaha jangan lagi jadi labil. mau ngejer pmdk nih tapi godaannya banyak banget jadi gue gak belajar muluu doain aja deh ya biar bisa dapet PMDK amiin

okeee cukup sampai di sini gue bingung mau ngomong apa lagi see you at the next posting

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answer this

did you ever feel that you totally in love with someone and will give everything to make this love last forever?
did you ever feel when you really love someone than you must take your feeling away because the fool reason that can be fix by understand reach other?
this fuckin' life make someone can be change maybe thats why people say that love have a power, to make you break down or perhaps to make you survive in this evil world.
people can be crazy when she/he is in love like maybe they become happy cause can be together with someone they love or going to death because desperated in love.
enough for this posting sorry i'm not good in english don't look at my grammar okay