hey there what's up? i hope you're doin' right now. i'm kinda missing you now. i'm thinking 'bout you lately. well... yeah i now it's suck but i can't lie to my self and force my self to stop doin' that. i'm reminising some memory when we still together. i miss when you doin' silly things. i miss all the word you have to say to me
even i feel you've been so annoying but you now that i love you. everything remind me of you. when i was sitting and listening to my ipod some songs remind me of you actually every song. even my school. i love when you say "i'll pick you up, i'm on my way to your school". yap i feel like you still care 'bout me even i'm no ask you to do that but you do.
everybody say i'm wrong to keep our relationship. i know i end up this first but i know this is the best for us at least for you. I can't keep you by my side while you don't even want to do that anymore. I really love you, that's why i have to let you go so you can find another one to make you cheer up again like our old days, have a great time with you and spending every second with you. It tears me up when i say those words. my heart was dying inside. i dunno if you feel the same way but i know you do when you said you love me for the first time.
I remember the time that you said you love me. it was at the middle of the noon i was watching TV and you said " i love you". damn i feel like... i can't describe it. i directly go to my room and thinking. what am i supposed to do? should i say i love you too? or what? my brain is completely blank that time. deep inside i can't believe of what you said but you did it. you successfully stole my heart and convince me that you're gonna be the one for me. you'll do everything to make me believe that you're different with all the boys in my past. you promise that you'll never hurt me. you keep on sayin' i love you but.... honestly first i don't really feel the same. as time goes by i deeply truly in love with you. i'm in to you. i need you. i love everything you do.
pity, everything suddenly goin' wrong. we can't find the old us. we arguing everyday. you mess everything. you're close to some girls. you give a damn. you become careless. seriously.. i feel so painful but i cover it by my smile for make you think that i'm okay and everything allright. until that day come. the day that i can't stand it anymore. i can't faking my smile to cover my pain. all i can do is cry. so we choose the right way (i hope) we choose that we better to be a part. you go your own way and i go mine. i feel down. i was crying so hard. i feel stuck.but i know it just the beginning someday i'll find another you it just take little time and need my patient. someday i'll find
a boy that can make me smile
a boy that can make me forget all the problem because his jokes
a boy that can make me comfortable when he around
a boy that will be always by my side
a boy that can make me fall in love, and he loves me back
someday..
even i feel you've been so annoying but you now that i love you. everything remind me of you. when i was sitting and listening to my ipod some songs remind me of you actually every song. even my school. i love when you say "i'll pick you up, i'm on my way to your school". yap i feel like you still care 'bout me even i'm no ask you to do that but you do.
everybody say i'm wrong to keep our relationship. i know i end up this first but i know this is the best for us at least for you. I can't keep you by my side while you don't even want to do that anymore. I really love you, that's why i have to let you go so you can find another one to make you cheer up again like our old days, have a great time with you and spending every second with you. It tears me up when i say those words. my heart was dying inside. i dunno if you feel the same way but i know you do when you said you love me for the first time.
I remember the time that you said you love me. it was at the middle of the noon i was watching TV and you said " i love you". damn i feel like... i can't describe it. i directly go to my room and thinking. what am i supposed to do? should i say i love you too? or what? my brain is completely blank that time. deep inside i can't believe of what you said but you did it. you successfully stole my heart and convince me that you're gonna be the one for me. you'll do everything to make me believe that you're different with all the boys in my past. you promise that you'll never hurt me. you keep on sayin' i love you but.... honestly first i don't really feel the same. as time goes by i deeply truly in love with you. i'm in to you. i need you. i love everything you do.
pity, everything suddenly goin' wrong. we can't find the old us. we arguing everyday. you mess everything. you're close to some girls. you give a damn. you become careless. seriously.. i feel so painful but i cover it by my smile for make you think that i'm okay and everything allright. until that day come. the day that i can't stand it anymore. i can't faking my smile to cover my pain. all i can do is cry. so we choose the right way (i hope) we choose that we better to be a part. you go your own way and i go mine. i feel down. i was crying so hard. i feel stuck.but i know it just the beginning someday i'll find another you it just take little time and need my patient. someday i'll find
a boy that can make me smile
a boy that can make me forget all the problem because his jokes
a boy that can make me comfortable when he around
a boy that will be always by my side
a boy that can make me fall in love, and he loves me back
someday..
